Dork151

It's there everyday, Lying in wait for us to see. It's in everything we do or say, Just waiting to fill us with glee. It will leave us in awe, Making us see what is there. It will show to us without a flaw, Showing to us it is everywhere. It's in the eyes of the first born, It's in the memories we dont forget. It's the rising of the sun in the morn. It's the sun as it begins to set. Beauty is what we make of it, We can see it in everyday life. But we have to open our eyes to it, And only then will it fill us with blithe.

Ive been walking this road for a while, Everything was good and smooth. There were a few rough spots here and there, Nothing that would get in the way though. Now though the path is gotten twisted, Everything I have worked for seems washed away. Now I dont know which path to take, There's not just a fork in the road. It splits into a million different way, And there is no way of knowing wich way is the right one.

Blood........everywhere Pain.........everywhere Darkness.....everywhere Memory.......lost Answers......nowhere Help.........nowhere Death........close by

It's not what socioty wants you to be, It doesn't depend on what sexual orientation you are, It doesn't depend on what accent you have, It's not about your race or skin color. Normal is all about you, It's who you are as yourself. It's about you being you, Not what someone else wants you to be.

Who am I? I am me. I exist to live. I am that which defines me. I am that which others see. How do they see me? Does it matter? What am I to them? I shall not worry. I shall live my own way. I am me. Not what they want me to be. I will live by my rules. They are  them. They are as I see them. They exist to live too. Do they know this? Should they know this? Is it beyond them to know? Too much for them? Can they handle it? I can. Barely. It's the truth. The reality. All that is. All that has been. All that will be. Nothing has changed. Nothing will change. This is me. Nothing more. Nothing less. I am me.

Ive worked so hard to get to this point How can it all just fall apart I dont even know what to do anymore The road has been blocked off and seems to be longer The clouds gathering over head are tormenting The rain stings as it slaps my face The wind wants to shove me to the ground How can this be I had it almost figured out It was going to work out Nothing was going to go wrong I was going to be perfect Now the sky is falling Everything is shattering right before me Theres nothing i can do My grip getting weaker My eyesight fading The sounds around me bluring All my senses failing Where did i go wrong

The sky is completely black, The wind ceases to slack. The rain pelts at my face, But I cannot slow my pace. I travel this road, Cuz I bear this awful load. I walk this long direction, Until I run into my own reflection. I stand infront of the mirror, I could have spoke no clearer. "Your path ends here, Unless you defeat the one so near." I look around and all I see, Is the reflection that is me. I must face myself to be free, But how do I do that when he's just like me?

Time goes by, It fades away. Without a how or why, And it will everyday. We can't stop it, All we can do is watch. Live what's left of it, And not become sloth. Years seem like minutes, Decades like hours. All we have is a little bit, But we must make it ours. Forgive the pain caused, Dry the tears that fell. Help those who have been lost, Must I have more to tell?

I think about you more and more, What we used to have and how warm you were. When we layed there on a mat on the floor, You told me that you were so sure. What we had seems like it could still be, I think about holding you and keeping you warm. I want this vision of mine to be, But inside of me im fighting a storm. Hopefully I can get throught this, I wanna make everything right for you and her. Today is where I start going through my list, And start anew with us from the days of yester.

You say you want answers. You want to know how im feeling? If I knew I'd tell you. The truth is I dont know how i feel right now. Everything has been happening so. I'm confused about everything and am trying to sort it all out. I'm not hiding anything from you. I just don't know what I need to show you. Dont know whether to answer with my heart or mind. I need to answer my own questions before I can answer yours. Give time to figure this out and maybe we can work things out between us.